Thursday, April 14, 2011.

♥ Random post

I'm so fickle-minded. I can't think for myself. I even ask the silliest question to everyone. Pity my sister for having to face all my silliness day and night. Throw my hats off for her :)

I'm so lazy i can't even update my blog constantly. I guess nobody reads my blog now cuz they know i won't update. I HAVE TO UPDATE. For my own good :)

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Wednesday, January 26, 2011.

♥ I miss my blog.

I can't believe it. The last time i blogged was last year. I miss blogging. I miss writing what i feel.
I miss my blog i swear from the bottom of my heart i miss you bloggy. Can i cry now. haha.

Ohhhhhh heck, im sorry i neglected you.
School sucks now. Not really,even thou the teachers are pushing me towards that direction. Maths is always a pain. I wonder when i'll actually love maths. Sometimes i just wanna sit there and burn my maths homework.
I think school's okay, WITHOUT maths and physics and chemistry.
I really have to study hard this year. Im gonna study hard. I will. I wanna make my parents happy. Thats it.

I hope things will get better this year. I hope i will not be such a loser like last year. I hope i won't make the same mistakes again. I hope i won't hurt anyone in the process of learning about everything. Sighs. I've hurt somebody. And i don't have the guts to apologize. What a loser i am right? Stop it nad, if you stop thinking about it, then you'll get over it.

I'll pray for a better tomorrow. Amin.

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Wednesday, October 6, 2010.

♥ Neyo - One in a million



This week = trash.
There's nothing to look forward for. Maths Paper's on Friday, and obviously it won't be a 'Thank-god-it's-Friday' day.
I am so confident that i'm gonna flip the shit out of Maths paper. and fail. And can't take A Maths next year. Sighs. Maths is so dumb. I hate maths lah. I get tired when i see Maths. Everything is about numbers and stupid words like simultaneous equation, algebra(which sounds like a useless animal), mensuration whatever shit and alot more stupid words. I swear after maths paper, i'll haul ass out of school and never touch my maths notes or books. Im kinda lookin forward for Friday, just to end the torture, seriously mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

So Facebook just did the 'Problem Loading Page' to me. This is so annoying.
Im now refreshing the page for like the idk how many times. I guess facebook's askin me to go and revise. You've got a point. I should go study. I guess my next post will be on... next month.
Im just lazy okay?

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Friday, September 3, 2010.

♥ Random.



After i break fast, i was feelin' high. Okay not proper. Maybe bored. Very bored.

So... my mum was cleaning the table. Then, i took the table cloth that's laid on the table. And wrapped it around my body like a Sari. I dont know why i did that seriously. Then i did a catwalk around the house!
I was having so much fun until my mum gave the the glare. Fail.

Obviously, i put the cloth back to where it's suppose to be. Sometimes my mum just can't see me enjoying life. Haha but seriously, i dont know what came to me.
K NIGHT.

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♥ Wouldn't change a thing.



Everytime i try to ignore whatever she says and just get over the whole thing, she'll start it all over again. It's like she wants me to get mad, and then when i get mad, i throw tantrums everywhere, to anyone. Including her, of course, And then she'll start it again... Sometimes i just don't understand her. It's like, at one time she's perfectly okay, but then she starts changing again. Sighs.

Right, i must learn to understand her a little. A little too much. Afterall, she's someone i have to trust, respect, and rely on. That's what we're born to do. Work with each other, with mutual respect(i guess). Sighs.

So back to reality talk. Mind me, i can't do much of these. Im so used to blog what i think instead of what i did the whole day and that kinda stuffs. Thats just not me i guess. Too personal, and yknow, they(as in you haha) have no reasons to know what i do, where i went, yadda yadda. But to think of it, maybe it's somehow a better way to remember how my life is on a mundane day in future. So i'll go like "ooooh i didnt know i was that lame last month".

Clever, i know right. So im gonna try to update my blog. It's so difficult! Well, not now. I noticed that i can only blog during the evening, like yknow, after school, when the sun is up. Conclusion is... Im a night lagger.
OK i swear i dontknow whats that. Like my vocabulary is so limited.

After so much of typing and thinking, i still havent say anything about my day...
See what i mean? I cant do this so called reality talk. I'll always draaaaaaaag my words and thoughts and end up with absolutely nothing about my day. So annoying.
MM MM MM, nevermind, i'll try for better luck next time.

Anyway... I just bought a new flower.
New obsession?

NODS HEAD.

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Monday, August 30, 2010.

♥ STFU



ARGH I DONT FEEL LIKE BLOGGING THANKS. I CAN'T CONCENTRATE. EVERYTIME I TYPE A WHOLE CHUNK OF SENTENCE, I DELETE THEM ALL AGAIN. THEN I WRITE ANOTHER PARAGRAPH, I DELETE THEM AGAIN. WHATS WRONG WITH ME TODAY. SIGHS.

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Saturday, July 31, 2010.

♥ Hi im back.



When was the last time i blogged? OK the usher thing doesn't count.
July the First. And today is 31 July. Right, let's just make it August the First.
That's an achievement really.

Too much to do in such little time. Too many conversations I want to have, too many people I want to see, too many naps I want to take, too many meals I want to have with friends, too many books I want to read, too many things I don’t want to do yet still must, too many thoughts in my head, too little time.

I can't really remember what happened when i was having my 'little-break'.
Perhaps just occupied with YOG rehearsals. NDP rehearsals. CCAs. And yeah looks like that's what i've been doing.

YOG rehearsals timing are madness.(You may skip this part to avoid cofusion haha) On wednesday, it starts at 3pm(aft school), and ends around 10(close to 11) at night. And then the next day(Thursday), school starts at 10 on the dot. and on a mundane Saturday is worser than the worst. Starts at 9am, ends at around 10pm too. As for me and the other 79 students, we will most probably end at 2am for the Torch thingy. Wow huh? And also, all of us will be sleeping overnight at our holding area at the F1 Pit @ Marina Bay next Sat. Double wow.

So how do i cope you may ask.
Im not sure either. That is why the one month break was somehow worthy.
and i've been left out far away for my Maths.
Why, you may ask again.

Honestly, i don't even know too. I dont even remember when i last think in the correct state of
mind.

and it looks like i really miss out a month worth of fun.

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